I feel horrible. I always do when I tell a guy it’s not going to work out. I feel like I lead him on (even if I didn’t). I feel like I did something terribly wrong (even though I haven’t).

I want to cry. and go to bed right now.

Sometimes I hate what comes with life. Including emotions, feelings, possibilities, the hope (of anything really).

I’m praying for you Mr. JGG. I promise with all of my heart, mind, body and soul that I did not intend to hurt you (if I did).